I wait one more breath
And two more blinks.
I await with swollen fists,
Teeth pressed together.
I wait in agony, lay in black tier,
I let one more,
One single last breath escape my chest,
Around my neck
The hands of death.
In those pathetic moments, when I remind myself
I'm God,
No icy breeze can hurt me
When I'm buried in frost;
I never lost.
I gave up.
And purposely I torture every spark I used to spread,
Every scream in my ear,
Down my spine.
I hammer nails through my head.
The cracks are silent.
I never cry,
I wait.
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait
I can't wait anymore
I'm rotten
Forgotten
The last breath I await
Is useless.
Wouldn't death be happier ,
To take me here and now?
My arms are red and blue and white,
Frost pumps up my veins,
I await two more blinks,
The last pump my bleeding heart is ready to give.
I'd like to sink into heaven,
Violate this last moment,
Though it will never be what I desired.
Though blood dripping from the goddamn nail stuck inside my head
Wouldn't change what I despised so much about myself.
I romanticize
The stinging, painful
Last bites of my life.
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